Do you ever get the feeling of just being confused?I do…When you think that finally everything’s going the right way around you and around people you love, then here comes a big grey cloud… It’s something that happens “suddenly”, out of nothing, you can’t see it coming and you can’t control it, you may feel it, but you cannot help it: you gotta stand there and watch it, and just after you realised what it is ‘bout, then you can try to take action.
That’s life, I mean, it happens very often, and you wonder why… I guess it’s just a way to make us stronger and put us into challenge. Being competitive it’s a way to improve yourself, to push yourself to the limit, but the real point is: how much can you dare? How much you want to be pushed to the limit? That’s what makes the difference. That’s what makes you a winner or a loser, and by loser I simply mean someone who’s not willing to try hard enough to get what he want. Can you handle a challenge, a competition? Life’s all about that, even when you don’t know it. If something difficult is coming up your way, then don’t be scared, get ready, warm up and get on that fucking boxing ring and fight. We always need to fight to get what we want, to change a status, to change our life, our mood, our position, our condition, are you strong enough to do that? Are you tough enough to handle it? everyone can change things, but just a few are brave enough to do it, and I’m sure everyone of us wants to be among those few, because it may be a steep rise, but it’ll bring you to a sense of satisfaction and it’ll make you feel proud of yourself... All you have to do is try, why don’t you? Just for once, or twice, it’s just very important to try. Let your hair down and see what happens, the best thing is you won’t regret it.
Is this the right mood and the right way to face that big cloud coming up? I think so... or at least is one of the million ways you can possibly do that.
The real, I mean, my own real confused status comes when somehow we bring that cloud ourselves. When we want that cloud to be there cuz we need it. Everyone knows life is not easy, why shall we make it even harder? There’s no point in that I suppose, that’s what we should try to understand and learn and avoid. I get confused if I see that suddenly I’m seeking something that there’s no need to get desperate over, isn’t that my fault? Yes, it is. But what gets me even more confused is the fact that then at times I don’t even want to try to just move that cloud away. Altho I do believe that there can always be a fresh wind coming up my way to blow that cloud away and if we listen, or better, feel carefully, then we’ll find out there’s more than just some fresh air, much more that can help us take that cloud away and bring back the sun. Just feel then and just try to see the sunny side of life... that’s the best side, the side where you can have fun even when you don’t have all you want or need!
But hey, here comes a new day! It’s 7.55AM and that’s a new beginning and I’m sure we’re all willing to have a real good day, full of laughs and happiness... or at least with no bad things in it! So let’s work it out, let’s not be lazy and let’s not be sad... why shall we? C’mon! Let’s enjoy life!
Just put yourself in new situations, in what you don’t know, in what you know, alone, by yourself, with others, just try it, give it a shot, who cares eventually what’s gonna come out? If it’s good, then it’s perfectly fine, if it’s not, then okay, it was an experience!
Have a good y’all!
Love,
Mary
xXx
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