Thursday, May 27, 2010

Finally Her Birthday was here!

Here I go again, folks!

I'm a couple of days late in posting this, but I've been a little bit busy in the last few days (studying, exams and such).

Well then, Happy Belated Birthday to my girl Steph! ^^

I had a blast! I enjoyed the day and I hope she did as much as I did! Her Birthday was on the 25th of May. So just two days ago.

We had an exam in the noon and when we were done with that we had to go to her house for a little party. Well, I wasn't really caring bout that exam, I was more focused on the evening and all.
I was so in a rush and hurry and worried about presents and such that I left my mobiles home and I just realised that when we were almost at the bus stop (20 minutes walking away from my house) and had to go all the way back! I felt soooooooooo bad about it!!! We missed the bus of course, which was the last one of the day and it was bit messy to go home to Steph's house, but at least her dad came to pick us up and we made it!
I had fun, laughed and had a good evening with my lovely girls!

I was veeeeeeeery happy about Steph and about everything around the birthday itself.
She was pretty surprised and shocked by presents we gave her. And that was the part I loved the most!!!! Her face was soooooooo funny to see!!! She was surprised, happy, shocked, even more shocked and it was just a crescendo of emotions and reactions!

After 5 months! I've been working 5 months to get all those things for her and I had to keep the secret and all... well, it wasn't easy!!! But eventually I made it and it was defenitely worthy!!! So that made me very happy!
And then a good night with friends always make you forget anything else!

I think I should post pictures of her with her presents if she allows me!!! Hehehehehe

But had a real good time and then always good to have some time over her house, sleepover and all. We laughed, shared a tear and felt once again closer! Always kills me!

Yes yes, something I was waiting for soooo hard and it came and went exactly the way I expected it, and I'm sure I'll never forget it!

^^

Mary,
xXx

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Just by chance...

It’s really amazing to see how things work in life!

Destiny exists, I do believe in it, but we’re in control! That’s for sure... We have one or two or three or more ways to make that destiny coming true, and we decide to take a path and walk it, and that’s how we make our own destiny.

But it is very funny to see how we get chances leading us to that “crossroad” we need to bear.

I feel amused by all I see and I think lately I did a couple of crazy things leading me to some very positive situations that I enjoy and that I like to be in now.

Things may go different than what we expect and maybe happens that "a something" that it's supposed to go in a certain way then goes totally the opposite giving us the greatest time ever!

Happened to me in the last few days and I feel very happy about it. I think life suddenly wanted to shake me up and it did a good job for sure.
Meeting someone new can always bring some fresh air, and when that one is somehow special... that's even better!

I can't totally explian somehow the way that I'm feeling, but I'm really hyper! I feel excited, happy, and filled with energy and eagerness! That's good that's good, that's what I like!
And with this lovely weather making me think of summer... it can't be any better!

Funny how a game or a simple curiousity turns out to be way more than "meets the eye" hehehehehe

Love,

Mary
xXx

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Coffee 'n' Tell




After we had the tickets, me and Chris decided to go for a coffee, just having a chat about the moment. We wanted to call Steph but we couldn't! We wanted to tell the whole world we had tickets, we were feeling hyper... and damn, it's true! we're leaving!!!!!!!!

Just feeling purely happy it's something great. And it's good to have people to share this happiness with, andthe three of us make it simply great! and possible!

I don't even feel like eating!

However... me and Chris went for a coffee and we just sat in a cafè, drinking coffee and espressino and we started chatting about London, about how to organise everything and how me and Steph managed everything last year. I even told her how the idea of going to London last summer was born...

and thats how we got to talk about everything, bout last year, I opened up to her and told her everything bout my last year in the blues, with ups and downs, and how I made it through eventually becoming what I am now.
She started to open up as well. She listened to my words, shared my all, and she shared some of her feelings. We got to know bits of each other we probably couldn't totally expect.

I loved chatting with her, and we spent almost two hours just talking bout everything, bout ourselves, bout life, things, events changing us and we felt a good connection. She's a lovely girl and she's a little star as well... once again I found someone who can shine soo brightly, and wow, once again she's by my side.

I told her things that no-one knows apart from Steph, and I think she did likewise, which I suppose brought us closer and to another level.

People wouldn't believe that a ticket to London can make up the all of this... but I know this is just the beginning, a little start. A step to bring me and her closer, Steph and her closer, me and Steph even closer.

We gonna found out much and much more about each other and I'm sure we'll discover more about ourselves as well... this trip to London is going to help us, and is going to change us, improve us, let us understand and figure out all we can't by now... I'm sure!

And I simply can't wait for it!

I felt sooooo good in being with Chris and I just want to tell her she knows she can rely on me for whatever she needs and whenever she needs someone to talk to!

We can stand by each other and grow old in little things together... you kow you can count on me... and I'm sure, you can count on Steph as well!

Thanks for listening to me! and for sharing part of you, and welcoming part of me.

Loooooooooove you, Chrissy girl!!!

Mary,
xXx

Tickets to London!!!


This morning I woke up pretty early, although last night I went to bed quite late because of me just being on the pc, being lazy; I woke up before my alarm could actually go off... I was feeling a little bit restless in my bed, during my sleep, so I just thought, “ok, I need to get up”.

Opened my window... it was showering and the sky was grey... “oh well, I really need to be in a great mood today to get over this weather”, that’s what I told myself and I headed off to the kitchen. I was not even feeling hungry. So I just sat watching the empty wall in front of me. Then I thought, “ok, need to check my mail”. So I headed back to m room an turned off my laptop, then grabbed it and brought it to the kitchen. So I sat, still with a really sleepy face. I just wanted to check a couple of “answers” I was waiting for with impatience.

Opened my mail inbox... and there it goes! My face lighted up and I swear I was awake by then! Finally the hotel in London replied to our reservation enquiry! They have a free room for us (well , I mean, they had to have it! We’re sooooooo on time!!!!! *lol*) and it’s perfectly right for us and matches what we wanted! I got sooooo thrilled!!! I texted my lovely girls, Steph and Chris and I was excited about the news... it meant that we could go and book for real that ticket to London!

Chris replied as first and she told me she was ready to come as soon as she could borrow her father’s car, so that we could go and pay to get tickets. She was excited as well, and we all thought it was not possible he was going to reply just right before we needed to cancel or confirm our reservation! But he did and we couldn’t believe it! Steph replied later and she said she was happy as well and that she was sure they were going not to disappoint us! So she told me to just go and pay!

I waited for Chris while doing some studying and getting ready!

I can’t really study... I’m sooo excited... and damn, I need to wait 2 months before leaving!!!!!!

My day started off greatly!

I couldn’t have any better news! I even had another reply I was waiting for... *cough cough* and everything started to look brighter!
The sun even came out and the weather feels warmer!
Can’t wait!!!!!!!

Me and Chris headed off to the travel agency and the guy of course remembered us and we confirmed our reservation, paid and just got out of it with the tickets in our hands!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!! We told Steph and we wanted to call her... we just wanted to tell everyone we had the tickets with us!!!!

Feels lovely and great and I can’t wait for this experience to happen!

Last year was me and Steph, and this time Chris is with us as well, I’m sure is going to be twice better!

Ahhhhhhhh, can’t control myself at the moment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to yeeeeeeeell!!!!

I’m very happy!!!!

Love,
Mary
xXx