"Sorry" to the people I love

The last 3 or 4 weeks have been crazy for me. A lot of emotions going up and down and making me feel I was just losing some things and gaining some others, but totally losing my focus.

I've been sleeping bad -or not sleeping at all-, I've been eating little in some moments and too much in others, I've been crying easily, I've been laughing little, I've been upset, sad, worried, stressed.

I started then to feel a lot of pressure from things that are part of my daily life and part of the things I need to achieve in the upcoming months. Not everything is really going the way I want it and all I need is a little bit of... vacation! Freedom to enjoy the things I like, to do what I love, to do what I want. And I won't be one of those people having nothing to do and complaining, because I perfectly know I've been giving a lot and now I do need to take some time for myself. I realised that being away from pressure and all these things I don't really feel I want to do, makes me a better young woman. Just because actually I'm less stressed and worried in general.

So I thought I need to get over this time to then feel free and maybe travel along with a couple of people I love... I wouldn't mind staying bit here and bit there just to find what fits me and just to taste a bit of that chilling feeling that I cannot really cherish at the moment. But that's something you all know.

The reason I'm writing this now is that actually I realised that all this stress, all this pain, all this angst is just making me act like a real bitch to the people who are very close to me.

My girls are always there for me and lately I feel I'm just not being there for them like I was there for them last few months; though we all know that's a critic moment, I think I should try to take much care of you girls again...

And I even had a huge mess going on with my lovely Steph, could you believe it? We both know that it was because of a massive misunderstanding, but I mean, that all was also part of stress and of freak-out moments! And of not talking.

Lesson Learned No.1 : Communication is one of the most important things ever. I even talk to much, but sometimes the communication just doesn't work. So better focus on the thing we want to express and express it in a few good words.

So my first Sorry goes to the girls and to my lovely moonshine Steph. A girls' day won't make it up, but it'll be a good way to erase bad things and feel more.... "rock and roll", the way we love it.

I had some time to think over and over the last few weeks and even today I realised how bad this attitude is for me, myself and for the things I think, I do, I say... the way I say things, the way I act... and for people around me, once again. And I perfectly know I've been messing things up with my so-cuddly boyfriend, Geertje. All of this stress is just putting me in a moment of "easy snapping"; my quick-temper is coming out more and more on stupid things, and that's a real silly thing to do, especially because I cannot fight with such a sweetie and then I look at him and I feel al bubbly... and that freaky feeling goes away, but still the damage of me talking too much or yelling is done... so....?

So then my Sorry goes out to him. Knowing I'll try my best from this new upcoming week on not to stress. And maybe 10 days of meditation is way too much, but what about just 1 or 2 for us to share? Or I'd be even happy with a relaxing day out with him -yes, with you my Geertje- or just a day off that we can enjoy by relaxing. I know you can help me.

Lesson Learned No.1: Think better before speaking and focus on what's worthy and what's not worthy. And especially, learn when yelling, discussing, arguin, is actually.... needed, and when it's really useless, because it's just causing more stress.

This said... well, I was just a real bitch in some moments... in some others I was only miserable... in some others I was just terrible... and the last 3 panic attacks I had said it all. And my heart beating to a double speed... wow.... I really need to sit back.

So people, if I'm saying Sorry, is just because I truly mean it. So I hope you can understand, still stand beside me, while I'll try my best to get rid of all of this negative energy and be the smiley, sweet person you know.

Thanks y'all for all you do

and I send you much love,

Ros,

xXx

Week No. 12 - 2011

So folks,

Today's Saturday, the 26th of March, which means another week is going to an end.
This is week number 12 of t2011... (and wow I can't believe it's just 3 months since the New Year's Day) and for me this was an interesting week that I want to share with you.

My story will start from last Saturday (I perfectly know that is part of week 11), so there will be enough to tell; let's get it started.

Sat. 19th

I was supposed to have an English class in the morning, but I skipped it (shhhhh), I was toooooo tired and on a Saturday it's not that easy to get up and show up to a class. However, I knew I had something to do as well: going to a little village with my boyfriend to check out a second-hand Yamaha keyboard he wanted to buy. So after a nice wake up and a little breakfast, we checked the bus times, called up the guy who was selling the instrument and made an appointment. The bus was leaving from somewhere far on the other side of the city, so we took the bike to get there and then found the right bus. We sat and I noticed that it was the time for high-school kids to go back home, so I felt a little bit old compared to them, but I was also amused by their behaviour, even though it wad quite loud!

We left perfectly on time and after a few minute of our ride, I turned my head and noticed a big drawing representing Jim Morrison and its owner was next to it.

"Is that yours?" I asked

"It is" he replied

"Did you do it?"

"Yes"

"You're very good!"

"Thanks"

And we started talking. A 16-year-old boy, dark browned hair, with a Jim Morrison hairstyle, a little young beard, dressed in a big hoodie and jeans, slim, not too tall. His eyes were dark and filled up with witty looks.

I asked him which school he attended, even if I already knew the answer, and we started chatting about his life in art school. He wanted to show me his other drawings and he told me he loved Jim Morrison. That was clear to me, but when he started talking it was just clearer that Jim is a kind of inspiration to him and it's impressive that such a young boy knows so much about a music legend who lived decades before. The conversation went on and on and I was amazed by him. Just 16 and sooo full of himself, in a positive way though, so full of ideas, perfect plans for his future, dreams, and he was eager to achieve his goals. It's not easy to find such a younf boy who knows exactly what he wants. And still he doesn't care about what other people say about him. He doesn't follow others, he doesn't like to be part of a mass, he likes to just listen to himself (and Jim) and he's happy, perfectly happy with this life. So positive, such a great ego, and such a determined guy. Someone you defenitely want to meet. Intelligent, smart, honest.

Actually he put me in a good mood and he gave me somehow hope and he reminded me a little bit of myself at his age... it's always good to talk with someone who can understand you. And that's also what he told me in the end of our conversation. And I thought it's nice to see that there are still this type of people around, we can have a better hope for future, when this generation will take the world over.

However, we got off the bus, and I was quite smiling and excited to share the day with my Geertje and I couldn't wait to see the piano. We didn't have to wait that long! After a few minutes the guy showed up with his friend and took us to his house, where we saw the keyboard. I really liked the keyboard and I thought Geert was quite happy about it as well. Our visit lasted about 15 minutes, then this kind guy took us back to the centre of the village, to have a coffee together. I was happy to see that my boyfriend could speak a little bit about biking and bikers with the cafe owner and after a coffee and a little pastry, they sat together to watch a bike tour. Then we went for a little round of the village and we sat on a bench just talking and discussing about the keyboard and the deal. Time was flying, and as soon as I watched the time, we were on our way to catch again the bus to go back home.

Once back we went for a walk, some shopping, and then we went home for a nice evening together, just chilling and having some nice time together.

I love this kind of days, where you can do something nice, different from the same old routine, you can relax, enjoy your time and just feel good about everything.

Sun. 20th

Sunday. I like Sundays at home. It's always a good way to relax. But I also like to have Sundays with family. That tradition of a nice lunch, together, chatting, discussing about the past and the upcoming week, sharing some time after lunch... So I was really happy to go to my uncle and have a nice lunch and a good time with him and his family. So me and Geert visited them (a little bit later than planned, but perfectly on time for lunchtime) and I have to say that they welcomed us in a lovely, familiar way -and I love the way they treat my sweet bf, they're happy about him and I'm happy they like him- and I have to admit that our lunch was great! My aunt can really cook! Yummy!!!!! My uncle left after lunch to go and watch a soccer match with some friends, and so I thought we could have some time playing Nintendo Wii with the kids. That game is just bananas! LOL At times I feel silly, other times I feel like a kid, other times feels like I'm at a gym session LOL Anyway I had some fun with Geert and the kids, and those games are not as simple as Ithought hihihi. I had a good time watching Geert playing with my little cousin Nicolò, such a sweet thing!!!

However, around 5.30pm or so we left and went back home. I was feeling a little bit weird actually: sneezing, nose running, and something with my throat was not okay. Guess what? After having a nice tomato soup I discovered I had a cold! Which was not such a good sign... I thought though a good sleeping could fix me... it didn't!

Mon. 21st/Tue. 22nd/Wed. 23rd

...I woke up in the morning and I had fever. Ya-hoo.... a great beginning for a flu. I have to say that I thought I could just get up and go to classes in the afternoon, but things got worse! So I spent Monday actually in bed. I tried to work on some things, but with no great result.

My Geertje was very sweet in taking care of me since the first moment. I felt very bad and he was there to help me with everything I needed and he even snuggled me. He went ou shopping for me, cooked for me, gave me his PC to work, his guitar to play some music, he kept me company, he cuddled up with me and he was just the greatest nurse I could have!!!

We watched a couple of movies. We loved to watch "Commissario Montalbano" and then "Music & Lyrics" (which is really one of my fave ever) and "Johnny Stecchino", this funny Italian movie I can never get enough of!

I'm quite proud of myself because I've been able to play my very first song on the guitar, which was "What's Up?" by 4 Non-Blondes. A easy one, but a song that I like a lot and I wanted to learn as first one.

I could finally work again on my rnb-lovers.com site and I could work out the radio show in a easy, funny way.

I also took this time to work on some translations and to observe things from another point of view.

I even had the chance that I could make some "anthropological studies"... yes... I'm talking about Geert's flatmates... how terrible some guys can be. There are different type of young men, and I think I can divide them in 3 groups. We have the "I-Know-Better-Ones" - this category is the one including those guys who think or say they can do everything and then after all they can't take of the most simple things, but they're just sooo cocky and so full of themselves that they can only see what they do and they think they do it in a great way. Once you start to talk to them, you realise they can be either fragile and weak or just empty or hiding themselves behind superficiality pretending they're strong and happy; then we have the "I-Have-No-Direction-Ones" and this category is very easy to describe: they're just part of the mass, they do things and like things everybody do and like and they're basically kids, so they have no directions and others have to speak for them, stand up for them or even take care of them like they cannot really do anything smart on their own, but swearing, smoking, getting drunk, playing PlayStation; the last category is the "Down-On-Earth-People"... what can I say? Luckily there are still some young guys who can be just normal, nice, who know how to be a man and who just live their life without being annoying and being part of a category, because they just to whatever they feel like in a real natural, spontaneous, smart, wise way.

I don't want to sound any cocky by talking about these categories, but unfortunately I'm a girl and I like to watch people as they pass by and during these last few days I had he chance to see the difference between Geert and his flatmates, who are 3 guys that perfectly fit in the first two categories I listed. I do hope once they'll grow up and that they'll learn something more about life and mostly about respect for themselves and others, because lack of respect is really what makes them terrible! Nothing more... no judging.

On wednesday we had dinner with a lady, around 50, half French, half British, who came for dinner since she had just arrived in the city. She needed company, she needed to talk and she wanted to give something, I had that feeling, but she was in a little confusional state, so she couldn't really do what she wanted to. She had to work here, but the next day we discovered she had to leave again because they thought she was no good for the job. It was nice to have her over and I felt she needed just a familiar moment and we were there for her, trying to listen and chatting... but it was not an easy moment! However I was glad to cook for her and be able to meet her, even if for a short moment.

Thu. 24th

Finally I was feeling better and I thought it was a good idea to go out for a little walk, especially because I needed some fresh air to breath. So in the afternoon me and Geert went out for a little walk. The weather was lovely! Sunny, a fresh breeze, and it felt like the perfect moment to be outside, going through the historic centre of the city, taking a lovely good sweet ice-cream and then sit somewhere to enjoy some sun.

The walk was not that long, unfortunately I was feeling very weak and still a little bit sick.

On our way back home we stopped by a bike's shop and I enjoyed watching all those tools and stuff (and I realised they can be expensive!) and then me and Geert had little jokes in the street and he wanted to throw me in a garbage bin LOL how nice of him! We even stopped to a travel agency and got some info about going on a cruise... how nice that can be! Though it is very expensive, yes. Well, once I hope I can hop on it and go for a nice cruise somewhere! Hehehehe.

Fri. 25th

Getting back to normal life. Yesterday I got back to my hometown to visit the doctor. While I was in the bus I had a little moment of "bad thinking", as I like to call it.... which is not dangrous for others hehe... it's just a way of saying that I got a little bit negative. I was thinking bout university and my thesis and I realised I have no idea of what to do and time is going fast and I think I need to do something about it, but still I feel empty in my mind. What to do? I'll just have to try to focus as much as I can!

When I got back, I met my friend Steph and Geert and me and my girl helped Geert with the keyboard, that finally was brought to his house by that guy selling it! It was nice to have some jam session, just trying to sing and play together. And after that we had a moment of chatting, in front a nice hot cup of tea and a cake. I like talking with these folks and it's always good for me to have some good quality time with them.

In the evening we planned to go all together to a CouchSurfing meeting... wow, I thought we were going to be back home not too late... guess what?! We got back at 4am!!! But it was a nice evening after all. On a moment I was not really that good, I felt somehow sick and very tired, somehow annoyed and bores. Then Steph and I got to chat with Mark, Raf and some other foreign people and it was ok... It was not the greatest evening ever for me, don't ask why, but however I was glad with the evening and I had a few good laughs and when we got home I was very tired, but I was feeling.... hmm.... how can I say... well, just okay as in I had had an evening I couldn't really describe as bad or great, but just a fine night (I know this all doesn't make much sense LOL, just let me get my angst moment for once in a while hihihihi).

And I loved the way we slept actually... really sweet and special... tho they were just a few hours of nice sleeping!

Sat. 26th

So here we are... my week going to an end....

what can I say? It was a full yet empty week. I did much and I did nothing. One thing was clear... that I realised that I can enjoy much more life without university and this leads me to this kind of "I need to be done as soon as possible and I'm desperate I have to start again on Monday and still I have no ideas to work a thesis out".

Today I just tried to take it easy. I got back to my hometown and after lunch I tried to take some time for me, just watching TV. Then I went out to get done some things I needed to do and then I was mostly bored. LOL. Lazy yet bored, yes. That's always the case!

And so I decided to work, think, and write... write this long boring story you're reading now. Hehehehe.

And tomorrow's another day and the last day of this week 12. I can tell you it'll be another chilling lazy day before going back to a "full-activity-week" with the upcoming week 13. =)

So thanks for reading and let's hope that the next weekwe'll bring me new lessons to learn.

Love,

Mary

xXx

Fran Healy Concert - Rome

So folks,

here we go after a long time! And this time I have a real good story to tell; yep yep, me and my lovely girl, Steph, went to Rome this week to see Fran Healy in concert!!!

It was great!

So we left for Rome on Tuesday the 22nd. Our flight, a Ryanair flight, was going to leave at 17.55 and we planned to be at the airport at 16.30, but as always, I was late... so half hour later than scheduled I was there while Steph was waiting in the car. We met and after wasting 10 minutes fooling around and saying already silly things, we thought we had to go through security check.

So we said bye to our fathers, who were there with us, and went through the security checks. After 20 minutes together we were already laughing and having the usual fun we have when going through these kind of things like travelling and being at airport.

We walked to the airplane after cueing and we tried to understand where to sit... we actually found out that places were not booked, so we could sit wherever we wanted, but after all we sat in the back of the plane: in our last few flights we were alw

ays sitting in the back, so why changing that tradition?

I won't be bothering you with too many details, but I can tell you we spent the whole flight chatting, disturbing others. This time we even had the chance to learn assistants' names and to "fool around" with them; they were Orazio - the metrosexual one, Alessio - the Chris Martin alike, Chiara - the red headed Irish looking woman, Liam - the British one. Liam was the nicest one with us, just playing bit with us everytime he was passing by our seats, Alessio was the coolest one and we really had to tell him he looked like Chris Martin, so we were getting off the plane...

Me: "you look a bit like Chris Martin..."

Alessio: "Who is that?!"
Steph: "I can't believe it!!! It's the singer from Coldplay!"
Alessio: "ahhh, I see"
Chiara: "Oh no, no way! You really need glasses, cuz I think you can't see that good! He doesn't look like Chris Martin!"
Steph & Me: "A bit, we said a bit"
Steph: "Just somehow the shape of his face!"

Chiara: "no way, no way..."

LOL we went off the plane and we were quite early. So we had to take a bus to get to Rome, we booked online, but we checked if we could get on the bus before the one we booked for, and luckily at 19.20 we were on our way to Rome Termini station.

Alessandro, Steph's friend and the guy having us in his house, was going to meet us at the station to go then to his house. So we arrived, waited 10 minutes and then he arrived and greeted us. After 15 minutes on a bus, we were there. His house is on Via Eritrea, no. 65. He lives in a basement, a small one, but lovely and very warm, cozy and welcoming. His flatmates are 3 other guys, all coming from towns around Lecce and they keep the house incredibly cleaned and tidy. 2 of them were not there in Rome, so when we got home there was just Andrea, this guy looking very mediterranean and somehow Spanish but with a touch of egyptian colors. His style is okay, not really our kind, but he is a good funny guy, a musician, a creator, since he studies to be a director and he welcomed us in a nice way.Alessandro set his other flatmate's room for us; the room was amazing. This guy is an artist so there were paintings made by him everywhere on the walls, and every inch of the room had a detail or a little something that he created and that made that corner special and unique. We loved the room and we spent 15 minutes just looking around and taking pictures when we got there.

We were happy with our new room and we were hungry as well. So Alessandro cooked for us a lovely dinner. Pasta with tomato sauce with sausages in it: lovely!

Alessandro... I have to say a few words about him. Defenetely a great guy, very sweet, serious, tidy, clean, nice, and welcoming. I didn't know him, but I was happy to meet him. He's the real kind of "good guy" and boy next door everyone wants to meet. He acted like of an old brother and he took care of everything, making his schedule fitting with ours, even if he had to study and he was simply amazing with us.

After dinner we went out for a walk through Rome with Alessandro and Andrea. It was nice to walk, to enjoy Rome by night, with no many turists and people around in the streets and the city was quiet and just walking and chatting was a relaxing way of starting this trip. I think that both Steph & me loved to be on the Pincio, just looking at the whole city from one of the highest spots in Rome: lovely and stunning somehow!

When we got back home we were ready to get in bed and get some rest... we were planning already what to do next day and we wanted to get up on time and go around...

23rd February - day of the gig!

...but we woke up and got up late, so we decided to just go for a walk around Ale's house and we ended up (following Alessandro's advice) in front of Villa Ada, which is a lovely big park, full of fields, trees and little lakes. So we got in and had a little walk down a hill, taking pictures of new-born daisies in the fields, reaching a big open space with some benches, and we sat on one, taking silly photos, enjoying a bit of the sun and just looking around.

Half hour later we were back home and we had another good meal (pasta with tomato sauce and meatballs), that made us feel full and happy. Steph brought Alessandro some great cookies baked by her mother and I have to say that having them with a nice tea after lunch was something that made me happy =)

In the afternoon was again we wanted to go for a walk, and we were planning to go and check out a shop in the heart of Rome, where you can buy tea and these kind of things in a nice little shop that a friend from Ale told us, but after my radio show we had a little "power nap" and when we woke up, after checking online some things, we realised it was not possible to go back and forth from home to city center and still being on time to wash, change and be ready for the gig.

So we decided to just stay around, walk, relax... we got in a book shop and checked around, then had a long walk chatting, we stopped buying some important things aka gummy bears and Smarties and then we got back home, already excited and in hurry to get ready for the concert.

Alessandro was studying with his friend, so we got ready and then we had to wait for him; looked like his friend didn't want to leave. So we planned to leave at 19.30 or 19.45 to go to the place, but just almost after hour later than planned we were out of the house and dealing with buses it's not always easy. To me looked like the trip was neverending and I was really afraid that we were going to be late and be late when the gig was about beginning. Luckily we made it and at 21:00 we were at the place, took our tickets (we've had already booked them) and got in. Not too many people were there when we arrived, but still it was early and we got the chance to be in the second row, which made us very happy, hehe.

We knew that there was going to be an open act, a duo from

somewhere near Rome, called Sprained Cookies and we were not really in the mood to listen to them, because we knew it was not going to be that nice for us. But when we saw a young boy coming on stage we were very surprised and wondered who he was. It didn't take long to get to know it. He had a guitar, a Mac computer and he stood in front of the mic, then in a shy way said: "Errr... helo everyone! My name is Foley!" ... and the crowd (yes, the room got full) was just quite, till someone said "Hi Foley!" and so he went on speaking in a funny nice italian with an American accent and he told us bit bout him and told us he was going to perform few of his songs.

We were happy that the supporting act was him and not Sprained Cookies and after he started playing, we were even happier that he was there: so young and so good. We loved him and we were just getting in the perfect mood for listening then to Fran.

After half hour and about 5 songs, Foley left the stage and the crowd was just clapping for him, showing some good love and appreciation and even showing that the excitement for Fran was growing... but then.... but then... Sprained Cookies got on stage. This girl, the singer, arrived with a beer in her hand and we could tell she was already drunk anyway -.- not something you want to see and especially not something you want to listen to when you go to an acoustic Fran Healy gig. They were terrible! Let's say the guitar-line of each song was not that bad, but her voice and

her way of being on stage... oh my god, what a weirdo!!! We couldn't really stand it and we just wanted them to go off stage; people were not really happy and just a few were clapping. After half hour they said bye and finally went away.

So the time for Fran to be on stage was finally coming!!!!!!!! He got on stage with such a natural feeling, not anything lookig like a star getting on stage or whatever... so ordinary and easy-going... lovely! We were screaming like hell and I bet I've never seen such a big smile on Steph's face!

He said hello, talked a bit with the crowd and then started straight away with the first song, which was "20", the first song ever he wrote. And song after song we dreamed away... He played songs from his new album, and a couple of old ones, and after about 1 hour and 15 or so, he stopped and said he was going to play songs we were going to request.

Here's the setlist:

1. 20

2. Holiday

3. Writing To Reach You

4. Anything

5. As You Are

6. Fly On The Ointment

7. Side

8. As It Comes

9. Sing

10. Buttercups

11. Last Train

12. Moonshine

13. Sierra Leone

Encore:

14. Tied To The 90's

15. Before You Were Young

16. Driftwood

17. Love Will Come Through

18. Baby One More Time (Britney's cover)

19. Flowers In The Window

20. Closer

21. All I Wanna Do Is Rock

22. Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

People, it's quite hard to describe the feeling we and I got throughout the whole concert. All I can tell you is that Fran had a story for every song, which made it somehow more special then to hear to that track just played live from him and of course he's a great guitarist! That's for sure! A

string went off his guitar, he went on playing and then he tried playing with a 12-strings guitar, and after 2 minutes he stopped and said, "no sorry, I cannot do it, this is shit, just give me a minute to change that string on my guitar!", hehehe, and he did! He was just sooooo cute! And during the last song... another string broke, hahaha, poor Fran!!! I loved every song and Steph was screaming out loud singing! I took million pictures and made a few videos...I had a lot of fun and had a little emotional moment on Closer, which is a song I really like. I screamed at him I wanted to hear My Eyes, but my voice probably was covered by other people and I was bit disappointed he didn't play that one, because it's one of my favourites for real!

However... the show ended, after 2 hours, because he said he was a little bit tired with his hand because of the guitar. Someone screamed "Fran, stay with us to take photos!!!", he didn't reply but just smiled. We thought then he wasn't going to stop with us, but after thanking everyone, he got on his knees and then sat down to sign tickets, albums and whatever... but after 10 minutes, when finally me and Steph were getting closer to him, someone from the staff told him he had to get off stage... so he said, "okay okay, I have to go, but I'll meet you all backstage!" ... People, he did!!!!!!!!!! We all went backstage and he was soooo nice to be there! We got closer, I handed him Steph's album and he signed it, then I asked him if we could take a picture and he took the camera from my hand and took the picture himself!!!

Then Steph said we had something from him and handed him the drawing she did for him. He took it and said he loved it and signed the two copies we had for us! And of course then I said, "can we also get a kiss?", he said: "of course!" and we even got a little hug and our kisses! Lovely, kind, easy-going, on earth guy!

We got out of there and we were feeling crazy, hyper, very happy! All smiles and songs and just keeping our papers, cameras and the album tight!

A taxi took us home and we couldn't stop thinking over and talking about the whole show! And getting in bed was easy because we were tired, but sleeping was harder, because we were still excited about the evening!

24th February

The next day we packed everything, went to university with Alessandro and then after a quick stroll through Villa Borghese, we reached Piazza del Popolo and we had a walk after saying bye and thanking Ale, just checking bit around and enjoying our time before leaving. And after a bite, we got on the metro and to the station. We spent some time trying to look for the place to take our bus tickets for the airport (we were lost!) and after maybe a hour I think, we finally took some fruit, sat on a bench and waited for the bus, which was perfectly on time and we left for the airport.

When we got to Ciampino, we sat and spent time just singing and thinking of what to do, and that's where we met a 18 years old Columbian guy, Julian, who was all alone and bit bored, so started to chat with us and we gave him some tips to earn money while travelling since he was going to go around Europe but didn't have enoguh money! After that I realised I had to be on my show and I was late. So we ran to the check in and that's when Michele called me to be live and I won't tell you how funny it was to be live and go through the security check!

However, we waited and then got on the plane. We sat next to a guy that we already saw (and disturbed) in the bus taking us from the gate to the plane and he was very nice with us, he talked with us, we had a laugh and we discovered that he was from Lecce as well and that's where we saw him before.

We arrived in Brindisi just perfectly on time (even if we left late!) and after that, under the rain, we drove (or better my parents did) to Lecce, where we were planning to have a karaoke night. I forgot my keys and I couldn't even get in the house, but didn't matter after all, we found a way to go in....even if I was already stressing and I stressed out even more when we heard that there was no going to be any karaoke! But our night was not bad at all, since we ended up screaming and shouting to the moon doing karaoke at home with our computer! So funny... as always!

Our 48+12 hours on the run with music was going to finish soon, just on the next day, when finally we were going home and we were going to sleep in our beds, taking some rest and still smiling from all that crazy good time we went through!

So happy about this gig and Fran was simply amazing... and Steph was simply great as well!!! For sure words cannot express properly how good it as and how it felt to be at the show... but we'll keep all the emotions in our hearts! hehehehehe

Hope we can soon do it again!

Love,

your Music Gipsy Mary

xXx

"How To Make A Better World - Project": new section and page!

Hello folks!

I'm here to tell you about a new "home made" project I decided to start just to bring the all of us, from all around the world, closer!

For now this project will have its own page here on my personal blog, but when (and if) it's going to get big enough it will have its own blog-site.
The name of the project is "How To Make A Better World", and to get to know everything about it, all you need to do is to click here to get to the new section and read everything about this new idea!

Thanks alot!

Mary,
xXx

Rohan... one of my dearest friends ever

In my previous post I talked about my "far friends" which are closer to me. Well! I named a special friend who I didn't talk about in that blog, that friend is Rohan!

Rohan is one of my dearest and closest friends I've ever had! He lives in Leeds, which makes him another "far-yet-close" friend, and I'm happy I found him! It started all off when Sian introduced me this guy who was on MySpace. I added him as friend, and few months later Sian put us in the same MSN conversation, that's how we started to talk!
What impressed me the most about Rohan was that he is such a good guy, like one of those that are hard to find! He's honest, real, good, cute and most of all, he knows how to be a great good friend.

He's sensitive, very sensitive, and he has a kind of "artist' soul". He can draw and he can create many things. Thats what I like about him! At times he has that still-child-feel, but that's what makes him one of the best and purest people I've ever meet!
When we started to chat he had some troubles and I tried to help him and I just loved chatting with him! I've always felt he was a cool person!

Our chats could last for hours and me and him could talk about everything! EVERYTHING! Serious matters and less serious ones, funny stuff and silly stuff, games, aliens, history, whatever!

He's always been like an older brother to me.

We still talk and what impresses me is that after 4 years he's still like that older brother caring from me. At times I see he'd like to protect me and save me from anything that's bad in the world and I always feel like I have a cool person standing on my side no matter what! He was there for me when I needed it and he was there for me when I broke up with my bf, when my friends were gone, when I had no one to talk to! He was always there no matter what! Once again, he still is!

I'm happy I can chat with him like few times a week, he supports me in my projects and he makes me feel like I have good things to share, which is important to me. All of my friends who got the chance to speak to him say he's a great guy! And actually all of my friends here heard me talking bout "Rohan, my friend from Leeds".

When I'm feeling a little bit low, he's there to cheer me up and the most amazing this is he does that by just talking bout whatever, bout something popping into his mind, and I simply forget how bad I'm feeling!

Yes, one again a far friend is someone that is this close to me! I don't know if I'll ever meet him face to face, I hope so! But no matter what, I know I'll always keep contacts with him, cuz he's a real special person. Period.

So, all I want to say is, thanks alot Rohan for always being there for me whenever I need it, even without knowing it! And I do hope I can help and be likewise with you, cuz you're one of my dearest friends I have and one of the people I care the most about!

Thanks for everything!!!!!!!

Much Love

Mary
xXx

My far friends... close to my heart

Hi everyone…
The other day I was just sitting, thinking bout people around me and people I care about or that care about me. I’ve always talked about my friends on here, bout those beautiful girls who are always by my side, keeping me company and making me happy when meeting them at university, at home, in the street, wherever, because we get the chance to be happy everywhere with whatever we do.
But I got to think that actually I have other close friends, even if they’re far away from me. Many of them are just people that I met somewhere or met online and that are part of my life for short or long seasons. But even though the distance kept and keep us apart, I have a special relationship with each, or better some of them.
That’s what I’d love to speak my mind about in today’s blog: my far-yet-close friends.

I met some of them like 5 or 4 years ago, that’s the case of Sian, Ele, Babs, Sophie. And Rohan, too (but I’m gonna talk about him later in another speacial post!).

Sian was the first girl I met online. She’s from the UK. I still remember how I got on the Abs Breen’ forum and she helped me out with it, because I really didn’t know from where to start! Then I asked her to draw for me an avatar and some candydolls for me and my friend. She was very nice from the beginning, and I was totally amazed by how lovely she was with me. We started PMing each other, then we got to mails and then on MSN. I always had a good time chatting with her, and she’s one of the nicest, down to earth people, I’ve ever met! She’s just so friendly and I really got to love chatting with her, and when I did I felt like so close to her, like we were in the same room. The face that impressed me the most was that she was always ready to ask “what’s up, hun?”, showing she cared about me and every time I had troubles, she was there to listen, maybe give an advice and try to help the way she could. When she had troubles, I tried to do the same, I don’t know if I could really be helpful, but when I found out she had serious health problem, that totally killed me; I wanted to help her and I was very worried about her, and yet I didn’t know what to do, she couldn’t be online and I didn’t know step by step what was going on. I could only pray for her to get better. Luckily things turned out in the right way and I was very happy! Throughout the years I spent some time off the Internet, too, so for about a year or more, I didn’t have the chance to really speak to her, but we mailed each other trying to keep contact the best way we could. We did keep contact, and 5 years later, we still talk and just have fun chatting if we get the chance. Really love her! When she sent me a little present earlier this year, I was sooooo impressed! It was the first time and she just gave me someone I loved! She didn’t know I loved fairies, but she bought a lovely necklace with a fairy and a star and that was so lovely from her and I really loved the present! It’s fun when a person so far from you, knows you this way. I’m happy I found her and I’m happy I still have her around to chat to.

The second girl I met online that still means a lot to me is Elena, or Ele, as I call her (well used to call her Elenina as well, but that drove her crazy LOL, sorry!). She’s Italian and she lives opposite of where I live, and believe it or not, we never got the chance to meet! I don’t exactly recall how it happened that me and Ele got to exchange MSN addy or email addy. She was on the Abs forum as well and that’s how we got to meet I guess, but really can’t recall the detail bringing us together! Well it doesn’t really matter, cuz right now she’s like one of my best friends ever! She’s always opened, she’s nice, she’s honest and she always speaks her mind, which I really appreciate in her. She’s got a kind of cool attitude that I like a lot and she’s close to me wherever I needed it. She had to listen to all of my stupid chats when I was stressed cuz of my ex bf, she was there when I was undecided or having troubles with whatever, from school to friends to parents, and she was even there in my hardest time of struggle, when she helped me suggesting me what could help me for real, and I’m happy she did, because that brought me back to the person I was, but even gave me the chance of discovering this new me. Even through distance she was a great helping hand. She and Steph were the ones really taking me out that black deep hole I was in, so I really have to Thank her with all my heart.
What I like about Ele is that can always make me have a laugh but still have a serious conversation with me. But whenever we chat I know we gonna have one of those moments in which we have two different points of you, and we end up laughing by something silly we said (this happens a lot when we talk about men *coughs*).
We share the love for the same music and this even brought us together to be “a team”, in fact when she put up a board about R&B music, she asked me to help her out with it, and we got in it together. At times I was not able to be there, but she always understood and always kept this “partnership” with me. She made up a site and I got to be part of it as well. And if right now I’m co-hosting a radio show, even if for just about half hour, it’s because of her and because of these ideas of being online that she had, because if it wasn’t for the site, I would not be able to live such a cool experience.
We exchanged some cards, presents, and everytime I loved the things she gave me, cuz once again looked like she perfectly knew what I loved or what I wanted it! How cool is that?
We may be soooo different but still we get on well together and I like it. Right now I couldn’t imagine not texting her from time to time or not telling her things going on, or chatting with her in what-so-ever way is possible!
A great friend for real!

Another important one for me is Barbara, or better Babs, my friend from Belgium. She’s one of the dearest people I’ve ever met. She’s extremely sensitive, and that’s one of the things that most got my attention. I met her in the same way I’ve met others, and we just had a great feeling from the first moment. I was always happy when talking to her. We have a lot in common and she’s the one I’ve always talked with no limits since the first moment! You know, usually takes some time to get to know someone and open yourself up with the other person, but with her I didn’t have to wait or anything, she was there talking straight and I did the same. I really wanted to meet her and it happened! That’s something I’ll never forget! It happened when I was in Holland to visit my right-now-ex boyfriend, it’s one of the funniest day I’ve ever had! We decided to meet around Eindovhen to visit a zoo to spend the day together like halfway for both of us, so I was pretty excited throughout the whole trip (even cuz it was great to have this road trip with my guy, trying to get to the place on time and stuff) and I remember how happy I was when we got around the zoo and I saw this car behind us, with a Belgium plate and so I thought like, “ok, that’s them”. So when I was sure it was Babs with her boyfriend, while still driving, I got out my window and yelled and waved! I was soooo glad to see it was her! She was shy, she is a shy person when first meeting her I guess, so she spoke softly, and nicely, but she was damn cute and lovely! We started our trip throughout the zoo and it was nice, I don’t really love zoos cuz those poor animals are in cages in all, but here, some were free, and eventually it just had to be a place to meet with this great girl. We chatted, laughed, talked, got to know each other better and our boyfriends did too. She already knew my boy but you know, it’s always different. We took pictures and we had a great time I believe! I was sad to say bye, but she’s invited me to go over her house whenever I had the chance to be back in Holland. I haven’t visited Belgium yet, tho I’d love to do it and I’d love to see her again by then! I haven’t talked to her in almost a year now… once again troubles got me outta the internet and we mailed 2 or 3 times, but she had troubles too with her internet and MSN, so we didn’t get the chance to speak. I sent her a couple of cards and postcards, she didn’t reply or tell me she got it, so I don’t know what’s up with her now, but I’d love to hear from her now. I miss those chats with her. Just hope she’s fine and she’s happy.

Last, but not least, it’s Sophie. Sophie was the second one I met after Sian. She used to speak with my boyfriend, they were friends before we got friends. Then we got to exchange mails and stuff ourselves and we started speaking. Kind of same age, same problems, same fears, same experiences, kind of similar dreams, so we could share a lot, and she was the one who witnessed my getting together with J. She was there to advice me and help me with saying yes or no. Hehehe. I should thank her partially for having had that love relationship. We used to chat a lot as well, like daily, for hours. We had our “girls’ nights” on Saturdays or on nights we were up late talking about silly things, boys, or whatever popped into our minds. Somehow I lost contacts with her on a moment; we all get busy at a certain point and you know, we grow up and things like that, but it’s like we both kept each other in each other’s hearts! We didn’t forget the good times and everything. After I broke up with my boyfriend I thought she was kind of ‘on his side’ and I thought probably it was no good to chat with her again, although I really wanted it! One day, quite by chance I’ve decided to write her a mail and guess what? We got to talk MUCH again, through mails, cuz that’s easier when we’re busy, but even through MSN and things never changed! We both thought like one didn’t want to talk to the other, but we were really wrong, and I’m happy we got in contact again! She’s a real good good friend, she’s a good girl, one of those girls that are not easy to find around, and she’s very mature, that’s what makes me feel always comfortable when speaking with her. We can really advice each other in a natural way and we know what the other is thinking actually or anyway we can understand what the other feels. That’s all that needs to be said to understand how much I care and how much I love to have her as a “far friend” which I feel still close to me.

A little bit later, like 3 years ago or so, I even met other people such as Deanna;
She is a great person and someone who I feel like an older sister. Time difference and big distance, since she lives in the USA, didn’t make it too easy to chat or whatever, but she’s a person I really care about. I’ve always wanted to be there for her when she needed it, I don’t know if I actually did it, and if she ever felt I was supporting her, but I hope she did, cuz I tried my best. I can say anyway that she was there to listen to me when I needed a word or two, so I thank her!
Jezz, is from Holland, and I’ve always wanted to visit her, but it was never possible for a reason or another, but she’s another good girl who always acted like a great pal to me. We share a common dream and we like the same things, so it’s easy to understand why I could get along with her that good. Hope I’ll be able to go up to Holland again and meet her one day.
Ashley was a crazy gal, haven’t heard from her in a long long time, God bless her for how crazy she was and for how many times she made me have a laugh or going totally crazy. She was a sensitive one as well. A good girl like all the others.

Eventually if I think about it, I’ve got to know a lot of people throughout these years online and they were all great and it’s hard to name them all! I remember tho Annika from Finland, for example, who I’ll never forget! She was a great great friend and I really loved chatting with her, it was like always laughing, never being serious, although we were able to speak about serious stuff as well, and it was just nice! We kept contacts much through mail after she moved to her university flat, but one day I couldn’t send her mails anymore, somehow, because of the address, and I never heard about her anymore, but I can’t forget how funny and nice she was!
So you see, I’ve had these people in my life, for short or long seasons and with some, the most of them, I still keep on chatting or at least from time to time I hear from them and it makes me happy, cuz whenever I needed it they always proved they were there for me and I do hope I could do the same with them!
And this all through big or short distances!!!

I still keep on meeting people and one of the last people who really got into my heart it Paola, she’s Italian, and not even that far from me, and she’s like a younger sister to me. We simply got on well from the first moment and the feeling and the connection was great, with no many words. We text daily, we speak weekly or so, we chat online whenever it’s possible; it’s just great! She’s a really amazing little woman and she’s a strong girl and I really love her. I wish I had around like everyday, it’d fill my heart with much joy and I wish she could meet my friends here and she could go out with me and stuff like that; she laughs a lot when I tell her what’s up with me or when I tell her one of those funny silly things I do that could make everyone laugh actually. She says I could shoot a movie or write a long book based on my stories, LOL. She’s even one of the first reading those stuff I write, and she’s a fan, haha. I really hope to go visiting her this year or next summer, I’ve never been to Sicily and so I think it’s time to go there! I wish I could have around on one of my birthdays or for a party or whatever, would be cool, and I really hope it’s gonna happen as soon as possible!

I keep on meeting interesting people and that’s what I love the most about being on the Internet! I share my hobbies and passions with others, I get good chances (thanks Michele and thanks Haris) and I simply have some fun by sharing with other freaks things not many people know (thanks to the ‘chicks for all those Apparatjik stuff).
I’ve learned things from each of them. I care much about them and I know how much they meant to me throughout these years, even when suddenly looked like I had no one around!
Thanks for everything to each of you and I really hope I’ll hear from you like… all my life!!!
And I hope that I’ll even meet you all sooner or later, it’d be a great thing after so many years.

Love to you all,
Mary,
xXx

Ps. I couldn’t speak about all those wonderful people I met, but even if I didn’t speak about them, I didn’t name them, doesn’t mean they were not “someone I was happy to meet”, cuz they were! Everyone left a mark on my path, and I’m just happy they did.

London - My Days Over There

One month ago I was getting ready to leave for my vacation, to reach London.
It had to be a vacation to relax, to enjoy some time with my friends, it had to be music-related and had to be just for us.

3 weeks ago I was back from this lovely City, which I feel is my City and I didn't really have time to post something about the days there. Actually I've been pretty sad about being back home and I wasn't that ready to go through the whole journey yet, but I think now I am and I'm going to share with you all my experience over there, which was A-MA-ZING for me!


So take your time to read if you want to, sit back and enjoy this journey with me; here it is:

Day 1 - July, 29th



15:10 (Italy) our flight was ready to leave. It was me, Steph, Chrissy and Frankie: 4 girls ready to get London and have some fun over there all together.

We were veeeeeeery excited about our vacation and we couldn't wait to be there! It was Chrissy's first time on a plane, so we had to hold hands and tell her not to worry and stuff!
The fun started right away tho! We love laughing, having fun, acting crazy, making jokes and things like that, so the whole trip to get there (we had a stop in Milan, so 2 flights before getting to the UK) was already hilarious and full of nice moments! I was totally excited and all I wanted was to step again on London ground, feeling home and feeling free again.

19:00 (UK) we were there, half hour later than scheduled, but it didn't really matter! We were happy to be there. After a full hour in the underground we got to Kings Cross & St. Pancras Station, where our B&B was: me & Steph were there last year as well, so it was good to us to see all over again the same places and faces we saw last year! We knew where to go, what to do and it felt like a good coming back. We were tired tho, and all we wanted to do was to put our suitcases in our rooms and to go for a meal somewhere (that had to be Burger King of course LOL) and that's what we did.

Our first evening there was just easy and short, to be ready and rested for the upcoming days and well, flights and airports (and big big luggages) made us tired, so we were glad to be able to simply lay and catch some rest after a chat and check out of our windows making comments, taking pictures and making those typical girls noises *squeeeeeeeeeeee* hihihihihi.


Day 2 - July, 30th

So our real first day in London started! I'll try not to give a step by step description of the day, but I'm going to put down just the highlight...or at least I'll try! (I perfectly know that the experience makes me go crazy and makes me wanna tell each detail of what we did!)

We decided to go for those typical sightseeings which are famous in London. Of course if we decide to visit London it's a must to check out some of its famous places!
We went to Buckingham Palace and saw the Change Of Guard (it was my second time and that got me bit bored honestly), then we walked by the Houses Of Parliament, the Big Ben, Westminster Abbey. We spent some time in St. James' Park and in Green Park, where we laid on the field, to enjoy some sun and have a little break with some food and music:







We took some pictures with London's symbols:

(We stopped a lovely and funny guy coming from South Africa but living in London, to take this picture, we had a laugh all together and he was very nice with the all of us! Thanks alot, stranger!)

And we were amazed by how lovely these parks always look

(I look as silly as ever!)

After that we decided to have a quick peep into the National Gallery, so I had the chance to see once again one of my fave paintings: the Sunflowers - Van Gogh.
Unfortunately we had to walk quite fast through the gallery, because one of us was not feeling that well and she wanted to go back to the hotel. But I was happy anyway to be there for some time. I love art and being at the National Gallery feels great!
Trafalgar Square was then our last stop of the day! We spent some time watching around, taking pictures, climbing on the Lions, looking around the square.

As I said it was the second time Steph and I were there, but it was a good good feeling to be back again and see everything once more!


Day 3 - July, 31st

Now, you need to know that I had this "incompleted mission" from last year... I wanted to find the Blue Door from the movie Notting Hill, which I love cuz Hugh Grant is one of my faves! But last year a bee ruined my mission and after a crazy moment panicking, we had to go back to the hotel! But this time I was determined to finish what I started one year ago! So we decided to go to Notting Hill area, so we could check out Portobello Market as well while looking for the Door.

I really liked how Portobello Road and Market look like! It's all sooooooooo colorfull, full of life, of people, of artists and such! It's something you can't dislike, even if you hate markets and markets full of people walking all around (that's really my case!), but if you love all those old antiquate stuff, old books and vynils and you simply love to enjoy buskers playing here and there, you'll love it!!!

We walked through the half of the market... (which is veeeeeeeery looong!)

(I can't remember the name of these guys, they were veeeeeeery good! I'll check out videos I shot and see if I recorded the moment they were talking bout their MySpace page!)

...and finally we arrived at the Blue Door spot! Of course the house is not in use at the moment, and the color blue is not there anymore, hehehe, it turned into a black door with white colums!

It was nice to be there, althogh I couldn't really enjoy the moment for some reasons, but I was proud I finally completed the mission and still Steph was there with me and my other friends were there as well! It was very nice, that's for sure!

Actually I really like the whole area! Notting Hill is a nice place to live in I guess! It relaxes me, walking around feels good, even when you got no where to go! I like all the shops, the parks, those houses, those cafe's! We had a hot coffee and a milkshake, we sat on a bench watching people passing by, having a break, talking to a stranger, we stopped by Daunt Book; I simply love how the place looks so full of books and with little tables and such, you can simply enjoy the silence, read a page or two while deciding which book you'll purchase and watch all of those shelves full of colored books covers.

However once again one of us was feeling sick, so we had to go back to the hotel, but then Steph and I decided to go for a walk on our own and we decided to go to Saatchi Gallery. We wanted to go there because of a Coldplay-matter: their video In My Place was shot at Saatchi Gallery (just few days later we found that that the Gallery we went to was a new bulding and that the one were Coldplay shot the video, was at the old building!); but we even went there cuz we both love art, and in there you can really find craaaaazy weird things, and some of them are real genious things, others are a bit of banal, silly things making you think they aren't that art-related! But however, being there is amazing!
Shame the Gallery was going to close in like 45 minutes or so, so we simply had a short tour through some rooms, but we knew we were going to be back again! After all, we liked it and enjoyed some time we had in there, but even to get there, in the underground, walking around, stopping by to get some fruit at Tesco to share while being sitting on a step in Piccadilly... these are the moments having a good important meaning in these kind of journeys


Day 4 - August, 1st

What to do on a Sunday in London? Well, if it's summer and it's sunny... you gotta check out some of the nicest fountains in London, have a walk through Hyde Park, check how South Bank is and maybe go for some shopping!

Yep, that's what we did!

We wanted to see Somerset House Fountains and South Bank Fountains. My God they're soooooooooooo nice!!! It's funny to be there, it's funny to walk on and through these fountains, it's nice to be with friends and get wet from that water coming out from everywhere in those water-games... it's defenitely something to do on a summer's day!

As I said this trip had to be music related, rock n roll related, Coldplay related first of all! So to reach South Bank we decided to walk on Waterloo Bridge, which is where you can see Mr. Martin running before the last part of Fix You video. Chris just runs across this bridge, and we simply wanted to have the chance to walk on it while singing and whistling Fix You tune... all of those Coldplay fans out there can feel what I'm saying.

It was good to be on that bridge sharing that moment with my best mate Steph, who loves Coldplay, and who gave me the will of going through this Coldplay-path and everything around it! And that was just the beginning of this amazing experience!

After that we decided to go to Hyde Park! On Sundays there's the Speaker's Corner, and you can enjoy all of those crazy people discussing and expressing their ideas and idelogies! There's still a place for revolutionaries, preachers, prayers and storytellers, and Hyde Park holds them all...and you can even find in there someone from the Free Hugs crew!He is Stuart McElwaine, ambassador for Free Hugs! it's great, and getting a free hug its sooooo good... all we need is Love, right? and if there's someone ready to give some away for free, why shouldnt we take it???



However, all we wanted to do was to enjoy again the park, laying on fields, eating, singing and watching people around us, and that time was simply lovely! Sharing time with friends it's a good good positive thing and my God, we were going crazy singing acappella every kind of song we knew, I bet people around us were simply hating us! Hahaha!


Our day ended up at South Bank. South Bank it's a cool place, we were there in the morning as well because of the fountains and there was a old book market as well, which looked lovely! There are kids showing off with their BMX and skates, you can see a lot of artists and everything looks like a whole new world where lotta people from lotta different places meet! I loved the area and the things in it! But what we had to do over there was a London Eye flight around sunset time... the 4D experience was veeeeeeery nice, it's a new thing and I think it's funny to experience London through a 4D view, it was a good move from the Merlin staff. Of course the itself has something special in it, and being up there, watching London getting lit by those city lights it's kind of magic... you see the dark coming out the light and the colors become a special shade taken from the Nature's palette. Pictures themselves cannot perfectly express what you see with your eyes when you're up there with your friends and especially they cannot express what you feel while you're watching London...

And the last stop for the day was Piccadilly Circus! It looks nice and crowded, once again those lights in the dark make it all and it feels good, altho there are toooooooo many turists around hehehe! We had some time in Trocadero as well, just a quick look around and a stop to buy some candies (damn people, 10£ for candies... I took alot, but that's where my sweet tooth comes out!!! Thanks to Steph who helped me with them, LOL, eating them all by myself would have killed me!), and then we had dinner at Yo! Sushi. That's a nice place to be if you love Japanese food and it was not that bad! I loved the Teriyaki Chicken and some sweet Japanese pancakes with a raspberry sauce....yummy!!!!!! That's something you gotta taste!



A veeeeeeery busy and long day, we were tired, but still happy and once we were back in our rooms, we were still having a good laugh and a chat, and that's the best way to end up a day.

Day 5 - August, 2nd (more pictures for this day will be added later when Frankie will give it to me, cuz we used her camera!)

Well Chris was sick! She caught a bad cold and she had fever! Unfortunately she couldn't go out and we were very sad about leaving her alone! I was worried as well and I didn't really know what to do about it! But in the morning however, Steph, Frankie and I decided to go for a quick look around London and we wanted to look for a pharmacy as well.

We decided to check out the Tower Of London and the Tower Bridge. It was fun to get there to check a bit of London from an higher place and then to simply look around how it used to be when kings, queens, knights and such used to be around those places; it is funny to imagine how life was back in those days and in that area everything can give you an "old vibe", which is not that bad cnsidering how modern London can be if you look then on the other side and see the Gherkin... it's like two sides of the City itself and I think that's how London is: everything can be the opposite of something else and you simply can get amazed by the many contradictions in it.

Before going into a Boots search Steph and I wanted to have another little Coldplay moment... that's why we decided we wanted to look for another Fix You "detail" hehehe, and we looked for the tunnel you can see in the beginning of the video, where Chris Martin sits down before getting up and start walking while singing. It was not that hard to find! We had the time to take a look at the area, the buildings, the expensive hotels in there, the modern offices and the old little houses, I had a loooooooovely smoothie (I must admit in London there are some of the best smoothies around!) and after a little walk we could finally find the tunnel! We had to be sure it was the right one, so even if Frankie doesn't like Coldplay, she helped us checking out details and every little spot of the tunnel comparing it with the video itself we had on our MP3 player, and eventually we found out we were just in the right place! We started walking through it, we sat down to take pictures and then we stood against the whole or so, just trying to be exactly where Mr. Martin was in the video! It was fun and nice to do... once again, if you're not a Coldplayer you may not understand what this all means, but I can assure you it's a good thing to do if you're on the steps of your favourite band!

We tried to be fast and be back in Kings Cross to see how Chris was feeling and to be sure about what to say to the doctor at Boots. So we got back to the hotel, Chris was still feeling bad and had high fever. Steph and I decided to go out and check if there was a Boots around the hotel (we thought it was easier to find one around where we were, instead of just looking for another one somewhere else) and we went out lurking around and asking info to find Boots. While we were walking quite fast and in a crazy way cuz we were getting a bit lost cuz of a wrong given information, we had a real funny meeting!
We met Professor Green!!! I think he's a cool one and it was simply nice to meet him while walking in the street! I couldn't help it, but had to stop him and ask him for a picture or something! Of course I did, and we had a brief chat, then I asked him for an autograph and a picture together! He's tall damn, and he was veeeeeeeeeeeeeery sweet and nice to us! Very friendly and easy going. I gave him a kiss as well hihi, on the cheek, of course! hihihi
Now I was quite excited and I blushed as well, so in the picture you'll see below I have a silly face... and it's even dumber the way I'm holding on tight to him! hahahaha, I know I know, but sorry guys, I was very happy I met him! So never mind how stupid I look... but we look like a nice couple, don't we?!! hihi

How lucky I was! hehehe...

However, we found Boots and Chris suddenly felt better after taking what the pharmacist said would help her! We were happy about it, but since she couldn't go out and Frankie wanted to see the British Museum, we thouht we were going to go there... somehow Frankie fell asleep and she was feeling not that good as well, so we thought like: 'KK let's go having some others Coldplay moments around London!'

We got off at first at Euston Square, to reach then Gower Street, where the UCL (London College) is! They all studied there and we took a couple of pictures of us at the entrance of the uni... (my God how I wish I could study in London!); we stopped a guy asking him to take a picture of us... he was a Classics student (just like Chris Martin! funny enough) and he had a bit of that good guy stlye reminding us of Mr. Martin in the beginning.
We got then off at Camden Town and we wanted to look for Jonny Buckland's old apartment, the first one were the lads, as students, used to play as a band, rehearsing and having time together. We had to walk a loooooooooooooooooooong looooooooooooooooong way from the station till the house, but finally we found it (thanks to that Car Gomm thing which led us just to the right house at 100% hihihihihi): it was maybe one of the most emotional moments in the whole trip! We loved to stare at the door, take pictures, look around, sitting on the little wall, checking out the "decoration" outside the house, looking at windows, imagine what they looked at by being outside the house, maybe while smoking a cigarette or simply by being out...I don't know, but that felt good and quite special... and once again I'm happy I could share that with Steph... it was magic for real!
We stood there for some minutes, I think about 15 in total, hehehe, then we got off looking for the Laurel Tree (which was the first pub where Coldplay, still as Starfish had their first gig ever) which is now a sushi bar-restaurant hihihi and then we decided to take a quick peep at the Dublin Castle pub. We didn't go inside actually, we simply took some pictures, lurked in, imagined once again Coldplay and other bands, such as Travis, (and many many others artists have been there performing and sitting in the public) being there and perfoming in and then having a beer or two after the show.

We were having a real good time and loving Camden and before going home we decided to stop at Starbucks for a coffee and a choco cookie (which I loved!!! OMG it tasted sooooo good!) and to use their wireless connection to check some trains timetable hehehe! We had a relaxing time sitting there, thinking bout what to do next day, having a laugh with the guy working there and simply enjoying how things were.
I must admit I totally loved this day we had. It felt good and it was a good day as for friends, for music, for things to see, for feelings, emotions, for people, and everything else!

Day 6 - August, 3rd (more pictures to be added later on when I'll have the all of them on PC!)

Chris was still sick, Frankie was okay, just fine. Steph and I were good as always. The day before we were thinking about leaving or not for Swanage!
Swanage it's around where Coldplay shoot Yellow video, yes, on the beach, and that's where we wanted to go. We needed some time over there, we wanted to clean up the meaning of this song from bad memories and we wanted to have some good time off London's mess, just chilling and seeing a new place, and most of all, we wanted to have this kind of "adventure", really like just jumping on the train, trying to get the right bus, get there and try to understand where we had to go and having this day off.
It costed us some good money, but hey, it was damn worthy (right, Steph? ;) ) and we loved it!

We got up in the early morning, got to Waterloo train station and bought a ticket to Weymouth, which was going to take us to Wareham.
Our train trip lasted 2 hours and a half and it was not that bad, we always have fun with little things, some music, chats, silly video shootings and we loved watching the countryside we were passing by... if you go to the UK, mostly you not going to see these kind of things and landscape, so it was a new experience and we loved it. Once we got to Weymouth station we looked for the bus stop: we already knew which bus number was the right one to take to get to Swanage, so we sat down and waited... the bus didn't arrive! it was late, so we got bit worried about what to do and how to do it! Luckily, even if like 20 minutes later, the bus arrived, we paid for our bus ticket and we jumped in, enjoying the ride, those little villages we were going through, that countryside, that view, till we didn't get to our final destination. It took some time, but once in Swanage, we easily found the seaside... wow, the sea... the ocean (oh well, the Channel sea hihi)... it was nice!!! We walked along the whole seaside and it was a long way, but we didn't mind it! We got to a place which could kind look alike the beach from the video; we're not sure it was the right one, even if about 10 years can change alot of things, but eventually we didn't care. We understood later on, while being on the sand, watching the sea, that in this case, the destination didn't really matter to us, because what we were caring about was the whole trip, the journey itself it took to get there and be there, standing on the beach, staring at those waves, despite the cold wind blowing and the many hours it took to travel.
You see, when you're with a special friend, it doesn't really matter where you are, how you get there, what you're doing and why, 'cause when that special friend is standing by you, sharing that moment, sharing your things, your emotions, your feelings, your story, a little moment or a lifetime, that's all that really matters.

After all, we had a good good time, some fun as well, we had a break eating something, we bought a lovely ice cream, we had a long walk, we enjoyed what was going on there and the natural setting we were in; and after that, our trip to go back home started.

It was a lovely day, nothing more to say! I have some rocks from that beach, and I'll keep them as a special memory from that place and that moment.

Day 7 - August, 4th

Finally Chris was better and she could go out again! Frankie was good as well. We were happy that we could finally go out having a day all together!

Our first stop was Camden Market... all those crazy shops, all those crazy stuff, all those music shops full of old vinyls... I totally loved it!!!!!!!! It's soooo fun to walk through those streets!
Camden it's sooo full of colors, big things hanging everywhere, crazy clothes, piercing and tattoos shops.

I got crazy checking around! Hehehe! Weather was not that good, and looked like it was going to rain...
Walking through the whole street, we got to some others Coldplay-spots! We got to Monkey Chews (which is shut down now), which represented an important moment for Chris and Will to talk over the fight they had and to get Will back in the band. It's a shame it is now closed, but it was okay to be just by it and check how things are around it!
After that we decided we wanted to have a check at The Bakery and The Beehive... we didn't want to bother the guys of course, we just wanted to see how their recording studios looked like from the outside and, you know, every Coldplayer who went there, knows that eventually we all hope they may pass by to get it or they get out of those door. Knowing we are just a wall away from them it's a good good feeling, altho it can be like a torture, cuz then you can't meet them anyway hehehe! That's not stalking or anything, just hoping, I can tell you. ^^
It's a big shame that it got to rain!!! Quite heavy rain! But we just waited under a little balcony or whatever it was, with our colorful umbrellas and when the rain stopped we simply walked away... nothing much was going on there and we had to go on with our walk!

We planned a little Beatles-walk! And we couldn't wait! Of course the weather was ruining our plans... it was sunny, but then rained again, sunny and rainy, sunny and rainy, all the time! So we decided to challange the weather and try to go around for our Beatles path... it took a lot of time to look for our first stop: Trident Studios, where Hey Jude was recorded and where Rolling Stones, Queen and many more recorded as well! The studio was in a little little street, it took a while to find it, we were basically walking around it without getting the right turn hehehe, but eventually we did! Oh my God! it was sooooo good to be in front of them! We took some pictures, we read a list of artists who recorded there, which was hung on the window, and we simply looked around thinking how it could be back in the days... my girls were taking pictures in turn and I saw that there was a man sitting at a desk behind the window, sipping on his tea, smiling a little while watching how crazy we were going... I couldn't help it! I knocked on the glass and said something like 'Can I get in?!', he said, 'Of course!' so he stood and I got close to the door, pushed it and got in... my friends didn't really understand at first what was going on, but I told them to get in! Oh my goodness, we were at the entrance of the Trident studios, the TRIDENT Studios people!!! I can't believe it!!! The guy asked me how he could help us, and I said I was just wondering if they still had the piano on which Paul played Hey Jude and if the studio was still in use... he explained the piano was sold and all, but eventually he asked, 'do you want to come in and have a look?'... What should I have said??? I said yes!!! And I can't believe it!!! We got really in the studiooooooo!!!!!!!!! I was sooooooo emotional! I was stepping inside and it was killing me, I was walking with my 3 friends where soooo many great big artists walked! As soon as I got in and watched the pictures on the wall, all things in there, books, discs hanging and stuff, I couldn't help it but got to cry! It totally killed me! My friends couldn't believe it either, and the man briefly told us a couple of things and showed us some pictures and stuff from when the Beatles recorded in there... Oh My God!
Of course it looks different now, there are PC's and stuff, but hey, the feeling of being in there can't be explained, it's a magic thing and I'm sooo happy we got the chance to get in and took a picture as well!
Thanks to that wonderful man who let us in!!!!!!

Unfortunately the rain stopped us from going to the next stop! I got caught in a heavy rain while asking for some info and I got all wet, it was pouring! So we thought of going back to the hotel to change clothes and maybe go out later on again, but then the girls were too tired and annoyed by the rain to go out again... but me and Steph decided to go around Belsize area... we heard that there was a whole area around there full of VIPs houses and that maybe somewhere around there, there was Chris Martin house as well... no stalking, people! it's always the same thing... you may walk around the right place and maybe find yourself in the right moment in that right place.
No luck really, and we found out later on we were in the wrong place for real! But hey, it was just nice to walk around, check the park and all... shame it rained on us once again... the weather hated us that day! We gave up and decided to go back home and while getting there we even had the chance to see a lovely rainbow... rainbows are one of the most beautiful thing you can get from Mother Nature!

Day 8 - August, 5th

Our vacation's coming to an end! Days were simply flying away and we didn't want them to end. However we wanted to enjoy our days to the fullest, and we still had many more things to do!
We decided to go to Hampstead Heath! The best place to get a great view of London, from the highest point, and the place where you can enjoy some time outdoor, enjoying what's surrounding you while you're up there!

We had some good time taking pictures, walking, running, going a little bit crazy! Once again it had a Coldplay meaning for me and Steph! It was where Guy sat on a bench looking at the City during the South Bank show and where Chris did his Irish kick little dance on one of those path cutting the highest hill... And we were there! Walking the same way, sitting on the same bench, watching London living in front of us. It was a beautiful time and I totally felt free! Like my spirit was free, was running wild and was feeling like it was the rightest place to be to be happy! I really loved it!!!

We had a wonderful time in there... was a big shame we had to leave! But however, we moved on to Piccadilly once again to have some shopping!!! I'm not gonna tell you about all shops we've been through, but the best part ever was HMV! We went there for two reasons: 1. I had to make a little interview for my little radio show collaboration; 2. we wanted to buy CD's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Of course we love lurking around through those shelves full of CDs, I loved chatting with Stuart, one of the guys working there, trying to get info for the show, and then we met this other guy working there, Colin, who was lovely and helped us in every way he could!!! We even took a picture with him...hehehe

Now, tell me... doesn't he look a bit like Fran from Travis? (Steph said so at first, and I think she's perfectly right!!!)

However, after a crazy shop we went to the Hard Rock Cafè! Frankie and Chris had never been there, so it was good to be back there again! I had fun going through those guitars and memorabilia all over again...
And finally took a picture with my fave of those ones, guitar from Oasis:

After that we got through Primrose Hill and Belsize area once again, just to check some more around and we went to Regent's Park... how nice it looked...
Yeah I must admit we all love parks in London!

Day 9 - August, 6th

Well, some sadness was around in the morning, but we did our best to chase it away!
The first thing we wanted to do was to go Abbey Road and Abbey Road Studios! Chris was not feeling that well once again, but she really wanted to see the studios, so we got there with her, the 4 of us!
It's nice to be there and see those place you see on Tv, on Cd's and stuff that are Beatles related, and being there was a good thing for us all!

After this, Chris and Frankie got back to the hotel and Steph and I got for another tour in the HMV store (we totally love it!!!) and then we got wandering around Piccadilly Circus once again... we had a break and stopped at Caffè Concerto for a Tiramisu to share and then we wanted to go and had a couple of hours at the Beehive once again... shall I say it again? No stalking LOL, just trying to get some luck and see Coldplay somewhere... our 2 hours there, sitting on a bench, were anyway a funny way to share some time, some food, a laugh and some good time thinking over things, over our days there, over silly things and stupid in-jokes we got. It was good and we were plannig what to do next!
And what came out? We wanteed to check where Chris Martin house was... hehe! But first we had to have a check to Covent Garden... I love that place! It's soooo typical and funny! Colorful (how many times did I say colorful throughout this blog???) and full of life! I loved it!!!

And our last stop had to be Chris house after another fast peep at the Beehive...
I ain't gonna say much about it... it's kind of scary to be around that place hahaha, feels like you need to be quiet, silent, respecting everything, and we simply walked once up and down, and it was good, was weird actually, and of course we didn't get any luck!
Gonna be luckier next time? I hope so!

Getting back to our fave underground station told us our vacation in London was over... Sad but true!

Our last night in hotel, we had this crazy time of packing, going crazy, making noise and then some good thoughts about the whole trip...

Day 10 - August, 6th

Early morning, real early morning, like 4AM we were outta the hotel... the taxi we waiting for didn't arrive, luckily another one stopped by and we had this crazy run to the airport...

leaving London killed me... I started to cry, and with tears in my eyes I said bye to London, hoping to see it once again very very soon.

All I can say is... it was a great experience on every level, I know I wrote alot and I cannot add anything else I guess... Just I can say I loved it and it was a real special journey on every level, but mostly it was special because of the special people who were there with me!
What I loved where the people I met, the colors, the smells, everything filled me up from head to toes and inspired me on every level, I was thristy and I wanted that all, I wanted to explore and discover, to live and to feel free, and London just fulfilled my needs and my desires...I got back richer, and I do feel richer than ever.

But a real big thanks to those friends who were there with me... Thanks alot!
Thanks to Frankie for being patient and for living up our evenings with funny jokes, imitations, parodies, games and such;
Thanks to Chris for sharing some crazy moments, for playing and singing, for sharing the Rock & Roll moments...and for her special "artistic pictures!"
And a special thanks to Steph for sharing EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF THIS TRIP WITH ME! Love you!

I love you all!!!

And thanks for those who stopped by reading this!!!

xXx
Mary